You broke my heart, and now you want me back

My friends told me that it would all end like this when my tears would run like a stream, and my wounded heart would break out of my chest. “He will understand what he has lost, and will return,” they said.
Then my soul, even with fresh memories of our walks under the moon and crazy dancing on the beach, just wanted to. I was waiting for a sign - a phone call, a message. I waited for you to enter my door and say that it was all a nightmare.
But you didn't call. You did not return.
Everyone had this, and I did not understand what I did wrong.I blamed myself, rewound our time together in my head, trying to figure out what had happened.
Why did you go to her? Why was me not enough?
And in response, only dead silence. You left me alone with your sadness, which seemed to haunt my thoughts like a ghost. I was lying on the floor, unable to eat or sleep, only the shell of the former me. I only wanted you, and without you I could not go on, I told myself.
But then I went.
I got up, got up and went. I forced myself to find new causes and meaning.I began to work harder, I started to ride a bike, turning my tears into evil sweat.
At first, all I could think about was you to be there. But then slowly I felt good myself.
Then I even went on a date. It was not you. And no matter how cheerful and kind he was, my thoughts always came back to your smile, your laugh. I came home and wept. But the next day I got up and walked on. Every time our songs were played on the radio, when I was passing through our places, wounds opened up and bleeding from my heart. But all the wounds, over time, they heal.
I began to realize that your lies and deception had nothing to do with me, that they were caused by you yourself. I recalled that you told me, and I realized that you were afraid - not me, but yourself, that you would not be enough for our relationship.
And you were right.Because what you did is not love at all.Love does not embrace one, making love to another. Love does not hide behind a lie. When you love someone, you do not go away, taking the medicine with you, while your loved one shouts your name and writhes in pain.
I understood so much about myself from you. You were a mirror that, to the bitter end, reflected so many beautiful things in me that I had not noticed before. You showed me that I am special, and now I know that you were right.And when you left, you showed me that I was strong. So strong. And I realized that my love is huge, more than you could handle. More fearless, more courageous.
And now you want me back.
I am not angry. I do not hate you. I can never turn my back on you, knowing that you need help. You have been an important part of my life, and our souls will always be connected. I will always thank you for those days and nights when we were together.
But no. I will not be back.
For a while, I wanted to get you back at any cost. But no longer want. Now I know that I stand much more than your heart can give. I'm not going to give my soul for a penny. And to be honest, I love myself too much, but someone else loves me too. For him, I am not too fearless and not too brave. Your act made me realize the importance of finding an equal, and it appeared just when I decided that I had had enough. We rewrote our songs, our places, kissed the scars on everyone's heart.
He is not you, but maybe that's the point.
You have made a great contribution to my life, because I cannot be angry with you. We walked a beautiful part of the way together while our lives intersected.
I wish you happiness.I wish you to heal all wounds. Wish you meet love when you go on without me.


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